Tourney~ T..T

WARNING : THIS POST CONTAINS MAINLY ABOUT BADMINTON
READ AT UR OWN UNDERSTANDINGS

u know why i love all this pictures?
it actually reflects what i am (yesterday)
cant sleep leh......
lying down on bed for almost 2 hours
I WOKE UP MORE THAN 5 TIMES

urgh
too stressed up for today

BADMINTON TOURNAMENT
first time in 2 years
this time i determined to break the curse that has fell upon me
which is that i always lose first round in a major tournament
of course
i improved alot
but still scared

Woke up at 8
bath eat and online till 9
went out for breakfast with parents
(didnt eat anything though)
went there at 10am

OMFL
my match at 2pm a?!
lol....
im alone there leh
no cheerleaders
no coach
no friend
lonely~
im so lonely~
i have nobody~
OK SHUSH
i did found some of my old training friends though
they surely have improved
ALOT

i thought, THOUGHT
looking at the standard
i should be able to go through till third round
well
things changed
thats life
how sad

sitting there alone for 2 hours
and then Mathi and Govin finally joins me
things seems tough for under-15
i seen many many good players
as in REALLY GOOD
there are double entry compared to under-18
i THOUGHT it will be easy for under-18
:'(
a selangor team came in

WTH
THERE AREN'T SUPPOSED TO BE ANY STATE PLAYER HERE
its stated clearly in the paper
no any selangor players
they are the top weh....
all of them

that time as well
we discovered a funny set up
more like a scam ==''
the arrangement for under-18
every single person who gets through the first round
must compete with a state player ( all of them got a bye)
thats plain scam
FUCK
by the third round, all of them are selangor players

2pm
after waiting for 4 horrible hours
finally
TIME FOR ME TO SHOW OFF
haha
im playing against a malay guy
scared
generally malays who dare to enter tournament are players that gud and confident
but
im cool =]
surprisingly
that guy cant even smash properly
how sad
come so far paying RM20
and u meet me =]
WAIREN, if u play nicely u can win this guy
first game
the score is 21-15 (won)
i lepas air la~
i leading 15-5 actually
then dun wan malukan him
=P
second game 21-11 (won)
lepas air also
i smah him till his string also putus
i conquered my fear!!!
no more tensed up
Mathi won as well

rest~~~
till 3pm
thats when i finally know my second round opponent
as i thought
it is a state player

its so hard for me to accept
i targeted of getting into third round at least
now i have to face
an ex-selangor champion
same goes for Mathi

urgh
seeing the way he smash
GIVEN UP
there's no way i can beat that fella
but dun go down without a fight ma
my dad sms me and wished me all the best of luck
LUCK IS ALL I NEED!!!!

5pm
go in the court
and warm up with that fella
first shuttle
HE SMASH ME FIRST
lol
warm up only ....
the shuttle like bullet
HANCUR~
first game
i TRIED to give a good fight
the score is 21-12 (lost)
he moves too quick
skills rocks
super strength
how to win?!
second set
this is even worse
i went down 21-4
all my mistake
no more stamina to go on
that is worst moment in my badminton careerno face see ppl
Mathi lost too
disapointment
got kicked out

Time Machine~

since its been few days i updated the my blog,
lets hop on the time machine and travel back in time
to SUNDAY!!

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oh hooooo~~
well
as u can see from the pic above
i just conquered broga hill!!!
haha
been there many times
the only difference is this time i got this new cool picture xD
can't believe my hair looks so nice from behind :P
lovely Sunday morning

wahh!! very cold leh

freezing ~

the hill is as expected
very very crowded
spoil the scenery lo~
where hard to find place to sit and enjoy the sunrise
more worse
there's few asshole who smokes there

get lost already ==''
of all places to smoke, why the hill crowded with ppl?

after that climb
the journey down the hill is a little painful
why?
because i use my toe energy to stop my way down
i got blisters !!
hehe
its big :P
and painful
every step i take
is like
having a black ant bite me
awwwww~
anyone wish to massage my legs?
a little stinky
i give u a .1$ for each minute :P
its a good deal u know

came back from mountain climbing
of course
first thing to do
SLEEP!!!
(after bath)
hehe


good nite~

sleep till evening after that play mahjong~
with family members
fun la
but i didnt win much
so
consider im a little unsatisfied
:p
end of the day!!!! sleep again!!
GUD NITE (again)

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(travelling to monday)
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MONDAY
hmmmmmmmm
today went to my buddy Edmund's hse
he was shocked though
when i arrive at his hse
he is a little retarded
dun mind him
i already told him clearly i was going his hse
his house got good computer game
i love it xD
but i lost many times to him
in the game

im a noob~~~~~
lost to a retard!!!
HOLY
sorry Edmund :p
for "retard-ing" u
came back hse at about 5

argh
after playing computer too long
i feel sick
brain like burning

that proves it!!!
too much computer spoils ur health
im guessing no one actually believe tat
neither do i
for me
no computer = no life

instead of losing a girlfriend,
i rather kill myself if i lost my computer
haha
SUCK U ALVIS KONG
fyi i still hate u
u just revolutionised the whole love world
and i will be the counter-revolutionist

thats it
my two days life before today
wow
today is fun xD
wait my upcoming post

OK EVERYONE
LETS START BY SAYING "GOOD MORNING SIR!"
haha
today went badminton training
sir ask me and one more friend to coach the small kiddos
FUN
haha, fell like im so pro d :P
ok i know im not xD
the scary part is that whenever u try to explain or teach them they just....

yup
just like that
looking at u with a pair of shining eyes
not a single word
dunno whether they understand or not
BUT THEY DO UNDERSTAND AFTER ALL
haha
small kids

im a great teacher

then next sir ask me to demonstrate
WOW
"demonstrate"
nice word xD
the juniors
not so young la, about standard 6 - form2
they dont know how to smash
:P
im sure i damm cool out that time

normal la~

xD
today was fun
new experienced
i think i did well today
just making too many mistake as usual

tommorow
going to broga hill
ntg special
just a small crowded hill
wont be a challange
just pray that i wont injured any of my arms or legs
i got tournament exactly a week from now

AHHHHHHHHHH
i bet everyone read bout the news of the idiot who jumps of the 14-story building
well
just wanna give my opinion here

WHY WOULD U KILL URSELF JUST TO SHOW UR DAMM LOVE?!
that joker
if he is dead, how can he show his pathetic love
plus
in his dead note
he tells the world
not to blame his ex-gf
=.= is he an asshole?
it indirectly tells that
"ok, this girl make me wanna kill myself.
so i wanna be recognised by the world im a gentleman,
i should write this line where as she will still be faulted.
kills two babi with a shit"

secondly
his parents have raised him up until so ******* handsome
and his like 20+?
WTF?
at least 500k have been spent for his life
and he wasted it in a snap
kesian his parents la

I CANT IMAGINE WHAT THE SISTER FELT
i went his fb page
and saw
the post he made 45-minute b4 he die
his sister was really have no idea at all what he's gonna do after 45 minute
they made jokes
and i saw him saying
he loves his sister very much
and love his parents
the sister freaks out when say that
i almost cried ....
not because of him dieing of course
but
the sister...
the way they talk just like me and my sister
if im in the position of the sister
i will faint

thirdly
WTF ARE ALL HIS FRIENDS DOING?!
they already knows that he is going to suicide
his fb page posts were so obvious!!
they should have call the police and at least he still can be saved
he got more than 3k friends and no one noticed?!


DIEING ISNT THE SOLUTION
IT WILL ONLY MAKE IT WORSE
and the fact that he took picture of him crying before he leave this world
that is so....
ergh
this is not true love ==''
this is plain silly

aha
U!!! GHOST
DONT COME AND HAUNT ME
hope u have a better brain in ur upcoming life
R.I.P

what a HOT morning ==''

woke up early in the morning just to c the headmistress
went there
and cikgu Aziz told me to change my attire
im wearing a T-shirt and a short with sandals
so wads wrong with it?
oh, seeing the headmistress
is so-called an honor and must be properly attired
go home again and change into my school uniform ==''
this morning is ****ing cold

parents very bising
really annoys me alot when they start giving their "speech"
ergh....
went into the headmaster's room
well, of course
she started with an introduction
and she told me about my mistakes
reports from teachers
bla bla bla
and before that
she says " no excuses!"
so i was forced to stfu
dun have chance to stand up for myself

lets c....
firstly she says that in the letter given already stated that what mistakes i have made
and of course there wrote
"telah ditegur tetapi tidak berubah"
i wish that teacher would tell me
how many times have i been tegur?!
once?! becoz im late
hell yeah
so wat? i changed after that
what else?
erm, she says that im constantly late
ok i admit that
BUT
it was only in the period of May - August
i was restless ==''
and i sincerely apologized and changed
CANT THEY ALL JUST FORGET BOUT ME ALREADY?!

next, she says that i didnt give a firm cooperation with the pengawas "family"
aha? i hated it so much, u expect me to give cooperation
just because i dont attend meeting ( which was useless after all, they talk craps there )
and because i didnt attend the anual prefect feast
( DUDE! IT WAS 2 DAYS BEFORE FINAL EXAM )
can that be a gud reason for u to say that i dun giv a damm?

then she says that i didnt do my duty well
proof me ==
just because i was late everytime
AND THATS NOT MY ******* FAULT
ask ur teachers whether they let us out early or late
then during exams, who will have the mood to go on duty ==
no one leave the class
we only have less than 15 minutes

then she says
that the reports are not from teachers only, as well as from my friends

so
my mum advice me to keep everything for myself
she's afraid of backstabbing
well
i give a damm?


SO
TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BACKSTAB ME IN THIS CASE
THANKS ALOT!!
I APPRECIATE IT WELL
at least someone is willing to pass the message to the teachers
that
they sucks?
WHY i wouldnt tell them directly?
scared they will chicken out and cry
i wouldnt risk of dropping my "good student" tittle rite?

lets c....
what else eh?
she did says that proper attire is a must
hmmm?
i fold up my sleeves
and
my tie is alittle loose
JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE

next,
she says that as a prefect, we must hold our responsiblities
being a prefect not just because of wanting to have fame
PLEASE
i already feel like giving up the job since form3
who needs fame and power ?
i rather help teachers with a white shirt
and watch the prefects doing their stinking job

PREFECT AINT PERFECT U KNOW?!
u didnt inform me anything
u didnt care for what i have contributed
u didnt listen to my explaination
i would change if u have told me nicely
instead of giving me a letter immediately saying im FIRED

wow, thanks to those dogs above me
they had my holiday ruined

too bad the double S didnt turn up today
or should i say
aSS?
too afraid to see my parents and tell them what their beloved son have done seriously wrong?
how lovely
=.=

my dad
keep saying i should change my attitude
not always follow others
my mum
says that i wore like a samseng ==''
just because she sees me sometimes took off my shirt and and untie my tie
it became a stinking memory of hers
saying that im always like that
SEE THE ******* SUN and the **** WEATHER
u expect me to walk down under that extreme condition
with a perfectly tied up uniform LIKE JAMES BOND?!
i can la
if u willing to fetch me upper at school

so
the headmistress says that they give me another chance
because my dad came many times to appeal
and seeing that im having SPM next year
the cert is very important
WOW
THANKS DADDY
i hope i can appreciate that

NEXT YEAR
I PROMISE THAT I WILL MAKE THE BEST OUT OF ME
AND TO PROVE TO TEACHERS
I CAN WITHSTAND WHATEVER SHIT U ARE GONNA TO THROW AT ME

i knew it from the beginning of the year that this gonna happen
well,
its just an instinct
since the teacher already targetting me
im not the kind that will give up easily if im challenged ==




so whats my plan next year?

hmm.....
getting my straight A+ in SPM
be a good prefect to prove that teachers are wrong about me
be a kind students who does great job in class
bla bla bla


SORRY IF I INSULTED ANY PARTY
ITS MY OPINION
I HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY WHAT I WANT
SO
IF UNHAPPY
STFU!

Nightmare came true!!

haiyo....
tmr have to go see teacher at skul....
AGAIN =.=
this time even worse
have to see a whole gang of teacher
really spoil my mood for tmr
hate them la...
why am i the one choosen to be the kambing korban eh?

today WAS a nice day :p
until my dad told me i have to go school tmr of course
today again was a neutral day
ntg happened
finally i managed to move myself to start doing holiday homework
which is copying essay
given by beloved Muntaz teacher
15 essay a T.T
until now did 4 ONLY
my friend finished d leh

orang gila =.=

just now copy essay
i saw the line
"Malaysia semakin disegani oleh kawan dan lawan.
Dari semasa ke semasa, imej Malaysia semakin tersohor."
then i remember the time when i at cambodia
we met a French tourist
he ask us where we from
Us : we are from Malaysia, u know?
Frenchy : Err, no. where is that?
Us : u know Thailand?
Frenchy : ya
Us : u know singapore?
Frenchy : of course
Us : Malaysia is situated between them

==''
like that also can....
kena jack...

HAIYO,,,,,,,,,,,
TMR HOW?!
I HAVE NTG TO DO
I WISH THERE'S SUMTHING FUN FOR ME TO DO

ETC, DATING?
IM SO LONELY!!!
HAHA :p

i had 2 times of nightmare on the same day
the third is a real life nightmare =.=''

December 6th & 7th : the I-LOVE-MY-FRIENDS day

urgh.......
another boring day passed and ahead
sitting down and let myself rust...

seriously,
there's nothing better to do eh?
other than playing computer and eating, sleeping, chating :::
if this condition continue, i will be fully oxidised by next year :P

THERE'S NOTHING HAPPENING TO ME
BUT THERE'S TOO MUCH TROUBLE WITH MY FRIENDS!!!
oh my...


well, as if i will give a damm
:P OK I DO GIVE A DAMM
being a bystander, i can see almost everything
who's wrong and who's right
( all also have their own mistake )
so
its my job to be the only:::


ok, it is a joke :P
i will not interfere with their lives
even friends, ok best friends
if i barge in, it will make things worse
only give advice at times

but i want to make things clear here ( sorry if i hurt u or wtv... )
( to be continued. gtg :P )
BTW, I STEPPED ON DOG SHIT JUST NOW. DAMM IT. AND IM BAREFOOT

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ok, just came back from playing badminton at prima
and today performance sucks to the max
anyway, where i stopped?

oh,
E, please stop criticising others without caring of their feelings,
i suggest u leave it to urself
making ur own assumptions without even knowing the truth

L, S got a point there
learn to give and forget, not always others are to be wronged
relax urself and think is it worth it to be so desprate; eventhough its ur first love

M, please.... as i told u, give urself a break. just dont care bout it anymore
it will only make u frustrated even more

S, u rocks!! :P well, i love the way u speak
anyway, i was sad to hear the news
so, hope u have a new and great life
but dont be so harsh on L =)
he's a gud guy, just that he got his own perspective, and u have urs

IM TRULY SORRY IF I HAVE MADE ANY HARSH COMMENTS
well, its just my opinion
i believe some of u might be mad
i sincerely apologize
everyone got their rights to speak,
respect theirs
and it will make ur life easier

the topic is alittle irrelevant ;P

^^ guess what happened to me today? ........................................................................................................................................
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and the answer is~~~~ NOTHING!!!!! omg, its such a NORMAL day!! woke up early in the morning (10.00am) to go morning market with my parents, got no choice because i have to hand up my tournament form.... my eyes looks more like goldfish eyes now :P got scold because of it, and mum says must sleep early tonight.

In the afternoon, we went tesco to buy our monthly basis items. Funnily, normally during this time of the week, i would be in the court training. WHY i didn't go? coz my dad doesn't allow it =.= haiz, but even if i go, i cant really play a good game. accept my fate. anyway, whole body is still paining, therefore i need a rest for few days. i think i strained my arm, how lovely....

came home, and again, there's nothing to do. i slept for 1 hour and woke up accidentally ( not sure why ) after that keep thinking of the upcoming badminton tournament. thinking of it already made me shaking, wonder how will it be during the tournament.

ITS DECEMBER 5TH TODAY AND YET I STILL DID NOTHING DURING THE HOLIDAY!!!
i should start doing my holiday homeworks tomorrow, should i? :P neh, let me enjoy a few more days first, then only i decide when i should start studying

Ouch.....

argh..... today dad woke me up early (10.30a.m.) ask me help him search somethings on the internet. =.= disturb my beautiful sleep. but thanks to him, at least, im not totally late for my tuition. ate ONLY a packet of UNHEALTHY maggi mee, quickly bath and off to Muntaz. how sad, it was a boring class today until i realised i forget to do my homework :p and of course, as always, got away without being noticed. XD haha,thats the best part about being in a big class. ltr after that i followed shaun to badminton. OH YA, b4 that, dad ask me not to play badminton three times a week for the month =.= which i already planned well and he ruined it. how sad :'( i need to improve leh.... my performance have been deteriorating since the start of final year exam... anyway, TODAY IS A PAINFUL DAY!!

my whole body hurts leh!!! mayb coz last thursday's game at prima, with i fell alot, argh getting the "fruit" out of it now.... im having hell times whenever i : hold my racquet, walking, running, jumping, stretching, bending, turning, swinging, sleeping, ok practically everything.... now, after training today, i need my left hand to support my right hand if i want to raise it a little higher =.='' even putting my hand on the table is a painful job

after training, came home, and then : BATH and SLEEP (of course) tired, eyes bengkak d coz not enuf sleep :P went out to dinner with dad only, menu of the day : nasi lemak with tea xD nice one~ mummy went out with friends while my er jie went for dinner with her bf's family. back home, and sleep again. haha

BTW, my parents allowed me to join the sungai chua food and sports center tournament ^^ 18 december!! 2 weeks to prepare myself, this time at least let me enter 3rd round :'( still traumatized by my previous attempts and not much of confidence this time.... RELAX and PLAY. I CAN DO IT!! :D

wow, i took almost 2 hour to complete this post..... to many errors occured. will update this blog as daily as possible :P fyi, it will only be my daily stories and moods, no sexual content nor information of my love life** xD ty



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Rebirth~

>.< TIME REALLY DOES TELEPORT!! its already a year since i last updated this blog (although there's only one post) this year is one hell of a year. i think more sad memories than happy ones. stressful. but most important of all, i achieved my goal for the year!! yippe~ time to enjoy my holiday. more updates to come, im exhausted