what a HOT morning ==''

woke up early in the morning just to c the headmistress
went there
and cikgu Aziz told me to change my attire
im wearing a T-shirt and a short with sandals
so wads wrong with it?
oh, seeing the headmistress
is so-called an honor and must be properly attired
go home again and change into my school uniform ==''
this morning is ****ing cold

parents very bising
really annoys me alot when they start giving their "speech"
ergh....
went into the headmaster's room
well, of course
she started with an introduction
and she told me about my mistakes
reports from teachers
bla bla bla
and before that
she says " no excuses!"
so i was forced to stfu
dun have chance to stand up for myself

lets c....
firstly she says that in the letter given already stated that what mistakes i have made
and of course there wrote
"telah ditegur tetapi tidak berubah"
i wish that teacher would tell me
how many times have i been tegur?!
once?! becoz im late
hell yeah
so wat? i changed after that
what else?
erm, she says that im constantly late
ok i admit that
BUT
it was only in the period of May - August
i was restless ==''
and i sincerely apologized and changed
CANT THEY ALL JUST FORGET BOUT ME ALREADY?!

next, she says that i didnt give a firm cooperation with the pengawas "family"
aha? i hated it so much, u expect me to give cooperation
just because i dont attend meeting ( which was useless after all, they talk craps there )
and because i didnt attend the anual prefect feast
( DUDE! IT WAS 2 DAYS BEFORE FINAL EXAM )
can that be a gud reason for u to say that i dun giv a damm?

then she says that i didnt do my duty well
proof me ==
just because i was late everytime
AND THATS NOT MY ******* FAULT
ask ur teachers whether they let us out early or late
then during exams, who will have the mood to go on duty ==
no one leave the class
we only have less than 15 minutes

then she says
that the reports are not from teachers only, as well as from my friends

so
my mum advice me to keep everything for myself
she's afraid of backstabbing
well
i give a damm?


SO
TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BACKSTAB ME IN THIS CASE
THANKS ALOT!!
I APPRECIATE IT WELL
at least someone is willing to pass the message to the teachers
that
they sucks?
WHY i wouldnt tell them directly?
scared they will chicken out and cry
i wouldnt risk of dropping my "good student" tittle rite?

lets c....
what else eh?
she did says that proper attire is a must
hmmm?
i fold up my sleeves
and
my tie is alittle loose
JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE

next,
she says that as a prefect, we must hold our responsiblities
being a prefect not just because of wanting to have fame
PLEASE
i already feel like giving up the job since form3
who needs fame and power ?
i rather help teachers with a white shirt
and watch the prefects doing their stinking job

PREFECT AINT PERFECT U KNOW?!
u didnt inform me anything
u didnt care for what i have contributed
u didnt listen to my explaination
i would change if u have told me nicely
instead of giving me a letter immediately saying im FIRED

wow, thanks to those dogs above me
they had my holiday ruined

too bad the double S didnt turn up today
or should i say
aSS?
too afraid to see my parents and tell them what their beloved son have done seriously wrong?
how lovely
=.=

my dad
keep saying i should change my attitude
not always follow others
my mum
says that i wore like a samseng ==''
just because she sees me sometimes took off my shirt and and untie my tie
it became a stinking memory of hers
saying that im always like that
SEE THE ******* SUN and the **** WEATHER
u expect me to walk down under that extreme condition
with a perfectly tied up uniform LIKE JAMES BOND?!
i can la
if u willing to fetch me upper at school

so
the headmistress says that they give me another chance
because my dad came many times to appeal
and seeing that im having SPM next year
the cert is very important
WOW
THANKS DADDY
i hope i can appreciate that

NEXT YEAR
I PROMISE THAT I WILL MAKE THE BEST OUT OF ME
AND TO PROVE TO TEACHERS
I CAN WITHSTAND WHATEVER SHIT U ARE GONNA TO THROW AT ME

i knew it from the beginning of the year that this gonna happen
well,
its just an instinct
since the teacher already targetting me
im not the kind that will give up easily if im challenged ==




so whats my plan next year?

hmm.....
getting my straight A+ in SPM
be a good prefect to prove that teachers are wrong about me
be a kind students who does great job in class
bla bla bla


SORRY IF I INSULTED ANY PARTY
ITS MY OPINION
I HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY WHAT I WANT
SO
IF UNHAPPY
STFU!