Tourney~ T..T

WARNING : THIS POST CONTAINS MAINLY ABOUT BADMINTON
READ AT UR OWN UNDERSTANDINGS

u know why i love all this pictures?
it actually reflects what i am (yesterday)
cant sleep leh......
lying down on bed for almost 2 hours
I WOKE UP MORE THAN 5 TIMES

urgh
too stressed up for today

BADMINTON TOURNAMENT
first time in 2 years
this time i determined to break the curse that has fell upon me
which is that i always lose first round in a major tournament
of course
i improved alot
but still scared

Woke up at 8
bath eat and online till 9
went out for breakfast with parents
(didnt eat anything though)
went there at 10am

OMFL
my match at 2pm a?!
lol....
im alone there leh
no cheerleaders
no coach
no friend
lonely~
im so lonely~
i have nobody~
OK SHUSH
i did found some of my old training friends though
they surely have improved
ALOT

i thought, THOUGHT
looking at the standard
i should be able to go through till third round
well
things changed
thats life
how sad

sitting there alone for 2 hours
and then Mathi and Govin finally joins me
things seems tough for under-15
i seen many many good players
as in REALLY GOOD
there are double entry compared to under-18
i THOUGHT it will be easy for under-18
:'(
a selangor team came in

WTH
THERE AREN'T SUPPOSED TO BE ANY STATE PLAYER HERE
its stated clearly in the paper
no any selangor players
they are the top weh....
all of them

that time as well
we discovered a funny set up
more like a scam ==''
the arrangement for under-18
every single person who gets through the first round
must compete with a state player ( all of them got a bye)
thats plain scam
FUCK
by the third round, all of them are selangor players

2pm
after waiting for 4 horrible hours
finally
TIME FOR ME TO SHOW OFF
haha
im playing against a malay guy
scared
generally malays who dare to enter tournament are players that gud and confident
but
im cool =]
surprisingly
that guy cant even smash properly
how sad
come so far paying RM20
and u meet me =]
WAIREN, if u play nicely u can win this guy
first game
the score is 21-15 (won)
i lepas air la~
i leading 15-5 actually
then dun wan malukan him
=P
second game 21-11 (won)
lepas air also
i smah him till his string also putus
i conquered my fear!!!
no more tensed up
Mathi won as well

rest~~~
till 3pm
thats when i finally know my second round opponent
as i thought
it is a state player

its so hard for me to accept
i targeted of getting into third round at least
now i have to face
an ex-selangor champion
same goes for Mathi

urgh
seeing the way he smash
GIVEN UP
there's no way i can beat that fella
but dun go down without a fight ma
my dad sms me and wished me all the best of luck
LUCK IS ALL I NEED!!!!

5pm
go in the court
and warm up with that fella
first shuttle
HE SMASH ME FIRST
lol
warm up only ....
the shuttle like bullet
HANCUR~
first game
i TRIED to give a good fight
the score is 21-12 (lost)
he moves too quick
skills rocks
super strength
how to win?!
second set
this is even worse
i went down 21-4
all my mistake
no more stamina to go on
that is worst moment in my badminton careerno face see ppl
Mathi lost too
disapointment
got kicked out